Beginning Reloaded is a Ze Frank older Video actually called “An Invocation for Beginnings” which never fails
For those of us who prefer reading or like to go back to specific parts , I am including a transcription
Invocation for Beginnings – my thought is bringing me to Beginning reloaded because we never seem to stop thinking about starting but very few of us ever click the button to do so .
Don’t call it a comb-back; I’ll have hair for years. I’m scared. I’m scared that my abilities are gone. I’m scared that I’m going to fuck this up. And I’m scared of you. I don’t want to start, but I will.
This is an invocation for anyone who hasn’t begun, who’s stuck in a terrible place between zero and one. Let me realize that my past failures at follow-through are no indication of my future performance.
They’re just healthy little fires that are going to warm up my ass. If my FILDI (fuck it let’s do it) is strong let me keep him in a velvet box until I really, really need him. If my FILDI is weak let me feed him oranges and not let him gorge himself on ego and arrogance.
Let me not hit up my Facebook like it’s a crack pipe Keep the browser closed. If I catch myself wearing a too-too (too fat, too late, too old) let me shake it off like a donkey would shake off something it doesn’t like.
And when I get that feeling in my stomach — you know the feeling when all of a sudden you get a ball of energy and it shoots down into your legs and up into your arms and tells you to get up and stand up and go to the refrigerator and get a cheese sandwich — that’s my cheese monster talking.
And my cheese monster will never be satisfied by cheddar, only the cheese of accomplishment. Let me think about the people who I care about the most, and how when they fail or disappoint me… I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them.
Let me extend that generosity to myself. Let me find and use metaphors to help me understand the world around me and give me the strength to get rid of them when it’s apparent they no longer work. Let me thank the parts of me that I don’t understand or are outside of my rational control like my creativity and my courage.
And let me remember that my courage is a wild dog. It won’t just come when I call it, I have to chase it down and hold on as tight as I can. Let me not be so vain to think that I’m the sole author of my victories and a victim of my defeats.
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Let me remember that the unintended meaning that people project onto what I do is neither my fault or something I can take credit for. Perfectionism may look good in his shiny shoes but he’s a little bit of an asshole and no one invites him to their pool parties.
Let me remember that the impact of criticism is often not the intent of the critic, but when the intent is evil, that’s what the block button’s for. And when I eat my critique, let me be able to separate out the good advice from the bitter herbs.
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(There are few people who won’t be disarmed by a genuine smile A big impact on a few can be worth more than a small impact) Let me not think of my work only as a stepping stone to something else, and if it is, let me become fascinated with the shape of the stone.
Let me take the idea that has gotten me this far and put it to bed. What I am about to do will not be that, but it will be something. There is no need to sharpen my pencils anymore. My pencils are sharp enough.
Even the dull ones will make a mark. Warts and all. Let’s start this shit up. And god let me enjoy this. Life isn’t just a sequence of waiting for things to be done.
Don’t call it a comeback I’ll have hair for years I’m scared I’m scared that my abilities are gone I’m scared that I’m gonna this up and I’m scared of you I don’t want to start but I will this is an invocation for anyone who hasn’t begun is stuck in a terrible place between zero and one let me realize that my past failures that follow through were no indication of my future performance they’re just healthy little fires that are gonna warm up my ass if my fil di is strong
Let me keep them in a velvet box until I really really need them if my fil di is weak let me feed them oranges and not let him Gorge himself on ego and arrogance let me not get up my facebook like it’s a crack I keep the browser closed if I catch myself wearing a tutu too fat too late too old let me shake it off like a donkey would shake off something it doesn’t like and when I get that feeling in my stomach you know the feeling when all of a sudden you get a ball of energy and it shoots down into your legs and up into your arms and tells you to get up and stand up and go to the refrigerator and get a cheese sandwich that’s my cheese monster talking and my cheese monster will never be satisfied by cheddar only the cheese of accomplishment let me think about the people who I care about the most and how when they fail or disappoint me I still love them I still give them chances and I still see the best in them .
Let me extend that generosity to myself let me find and use metaphors to help me understand the world around me and
give me the strength to get rid of them when it’s apparent they no longer work let me thank the parts of me that I don’t understand or outside of my rational control like my creativity and my courage and let me remember that my courage is a wild dog it won’t just come when I call it I have to chase it down and hold on as tight as I can let me not be so vain to think that I’m the sole author of my victories and a victim of my defeats let me remember that the unintended meaning that people project onto what I do is neither my fault or something that I can take credit for perfectionism may look good in his shiny shoes but he’s a little bit of an asshole and no one invites them to their pool parties.
let me remember that the impact of criticism is often not the intent of the critic but when the intent is evil that’s what the block buttons for and when I eat my critique.. Beginning reloaded by excellence when you always wait for someone else’s advice you get nowhere fast
Let me be able to separate out the good advice from the bitter herbs but they young actors are my impact let me not think of my work only as a stepping-stone to something else and if it is
Let me become fascinated with the shape of the stone let me take the idea that has gotten me this far and put it to bed what I’m about to do will not be that but it will be something there’s no need to sharpen my pencils anymore my pencils are sharp enough even the dull ones will make a mark warts and all let’s start this up and God let me enjoy this life isn’t just a sequence of waiting for things to be done you.
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